The girl with the perfect everything...

Once upon a time there was a girl. She fell in love very quickly, but fell out of love even quicker. Then one day her handsome prince came along and they bought a huge castle on top of a beautiful mountain and lived happily ever after.

Bullshit. Fairytales aren't true, neither do they come true. They are an imposter of our imagination, an escape from reality when the good is being taken over by the bad.
I remember as a little girl, my cinderella dress being worn monday to sunday. So naive, so young, yet knowing nothing more than i do now. Even then i was searching for mr right, for my prince charming, for that tall, dark and handsome man to rescue me on his white horse.
And now, i find myself questioning it every single day. Mr right. Good old Mr right. Does he even exsist? Is he reading this right now? If you are....keep quiet, i don't think my heart can handle you yet.
We are forever students, learning and teaching our entire lives. But if we actually listen to what we are being taught, or take our own advice, then that's another thing.

"Babe, he's walking over you like a door matt, he's got you right where he wants you so that with a click of a finger hes back in your pants."

"Babe, he's walking over you like a door matt, he's got you right where he wants you so that with a click of a finger hes back in your pants."

De je vu.
Some things, we just have to learn for ourselves...

So basically, my love life sucks, i have just discovered that life isn't the fairytale i have been living in for the past 6 weeks, i have 2 huge spots on my chin making me look like the wicked witch and my oldest friend has just found the guy she is going to spend the rest of her life with whilst i'm eating cookie dough, chocolate, buying topshop and spending numerous hours watching chick flicks to make my life seem remotely better.

And this is me, Isabella Brown, throwing my hands up to the world and saying that maybe, just maybe, i don't want to be the girl with the perfect everything...

Much Love, Is xoxo