The Ex Factor...

Today got me thinking about past present and future. last night i fell asleep texting my past and this morning I woke up to a missed call from my present. Can you ever get to your future if your past is still present?
It's not often you find those people who you can tell anything too, who you can call in the middle of the night and know that they will always pick up. So when you do find them, you do everything you can to keep them close. So ok, he's slept with my best friend and has done things that i can only ever hate him for, so when i've just about put this out of my mind and it's time for him to call, why do i never just press reject? Believe me, i've tried, i mean i have, but then my mind goes mad, i mean like crazy mad. Maybe it's important? Is it his family? Is he hurt? (oh there has been times when i wish this was true)...has he rang to say sorry? No. How are you? What have you been upto? We should go for lunch soon. It's been far too long since we've had a catch up. And that's all it takes. He's now got me thinking about the past. About cliche walks in the park, nights in front of the tv, mindblowing sex in places i can no longer talk about...and about how perfect we were. Can you ever just be friends with an ex? Or is your past always going to catch up with you?
On that note, i'm off out with the present. Could he be my future? Maybe it's time to let go of my past...

Much Love, Is xoxo